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Pain is inevitable; it's our response to it which makes a difference. If I would recall the exact words he sent me, my heart would crush like pieces of glass scattered on the air.

Nonetheless, it helped me to become a stronger person, feeling the pain until it hurts no more. I know I have prepared my self for such situation but it's undeniable that it somehow stopped my world in a while. I trembled and almost fell on my knees yet I thank God he created me as a strong woman.

I kept on telling myself, "Take a deep breath". I repeated those lines until I finally helped myself to calm. It was painful. Just imagine yourself undergoing an operation without anesthesia. Exaggerated! Yeah! Call it one, but I'm telling you, if you haven't invested your emotion to someone better not dare.

I'm not being bitter it's just that, when we get overwhelmed with our feelings we sometimes forget ourselves and unnoticeably act immature over it. It will be too late to realize that we wasted an emotion which should've been reserved for that someone who we deserve. So love freely and responsibly.
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